Help, I'm so depressed...friends/family/boy… everything sucks!?

So many people go through this and so many people dont realize it. Yes you are obviously depressed because you cant be alone. I had a friend who is going through this same thing and I've been there myself. For one, you need to be alone, you need to learn how to conquer that feeling, face your fears in essence, and think about whats wrong in your life and how to fix, it wont be easy, but start with the smaller things that you can resolve and once you start resolving those smaller things it'll start getting you in a place where you can handle the bigger things. These things as you may already know are not easy, and I know that, I've made it out of that hole though and so can you. But you need to learn how to be alone, because everyone is alone now or later, its inevitable, but re-kindle an old hobby or find a new one, find something that keeps you busy and happy. Trust me, its somethign you need to do to make it through. As for as finding good friends or that special someone, my take on that is, you dont find them, they find you, if you go out looking for it and dont find it, its puts you in a bad place, but if you dont expect to find anything and it comes, its a better feeling than if you went looking for it and found it. But keep your head up and dont listen to what other people have to say if its negative, I was in the same position then I decided Im not gonna let people like that dictate my life, and I only started to care about what I thought about myself and not others. Like I said it wont be easy and a change wont come over night, but if you take one day at a time, Im sure youll get through it even though right now you feel like theres nothing anyone, or even yourself, can do to make it go away, thats why you need to worry about and not everyone else and what they say or do. Hope that helps cause I know it helped me when I was in your shoes. GOOD LUCK!!